Therapy today: Little Laura

Dissociation is very common in people with PTSD. Those who have experienced trauma, particularly from childhood sexual abuse, often fragment themselves. At the time of the trauma, it is a very effective defence. By dissociating yourself from events that feel like they threaten your existence, those events seem less real. The dissociation enables a victim to…

My warring parts

It appears I’m finally indoctrinated into my therapist’s TA approach. I don’t know why, but I decided to spend some time thinking and writing about what my child and adult self would feel or say about each other. This led to the realisation that I am violently at war with myself. I’ve known for a…

Therapy today: Stubborn stuckness

Analogies start to wear thin after you’ve been in therapy for a while. My therapist does Transactional Analysis. So she talks a lot about the parts of me; child, adult and parent. I’ve started to resent it. Particularly the child stuff. It dawned on me just now that when I say something and J reflects…