A distant voice
tells you, with kindness
Don’t stand there in the flames
You hear the warning
and with coals around your feet
You remain perfectly still
Who can see the strength you summon,
straining with every sinew
merely to survive
Who can understand
the crushing disappointment
that greets you every day
Because despite a desperate hope,
while you slept,
nothing changed
So now you conjur some persona,
a character tough enough
to hide inside
To face the day, you breathe
in those searing embers,
you smile at them and breathe
All the while fighting
to each time fill your lungs
with more of that acrid grey
You hunger for the clean air,
for the lost comfort
of feeling safe in your skin
You can’t think what it would mean
to move, with gritted teeth,
away from that familiar pain
So be patient as you wait
with eyes and ears open
and please never forget
That distant voice
telling you, with kindness
Don’t stand there in the flames.
Reblogged this on blackspotsite and commented:
I wrote this a year ago. I’m reblogging it now, because although a year has passed, it articulates just how I feel today.
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