I want to just say that my life here has been a full one. I have loved more than I ever thought possible, laughed hard and had the very best friends anyone could ask for.
Nobody has let me down. I just can’t face being in this world anymore. It hurts too much. If I were in intolerable physical pain, you wouldn’t judge me. Well, my emotional pain is intolerable. I don’t want to be in this world full of hurt and suffering. I don’t know if something comes next and I don’t care. I just want to be rid of how I feel.
I’m sorry. I’m sorry I’m not tough and I couldn’t stick this out. I gave it a really good go. I gave it my all. I’m just not strong enough.